Call Me Pinky

June was pretty hectic. Mainly the first couple weeks of June.  I was in a deadline for my research proposal to be checked and accepted. That was the biggest project I work on for the last semester. It's so close to the finish line. Until I got the news that my lecturer/advisor/mentor was hospitalized and had to be bed-rest for over a week... My proposal was, again, neglected. Well, not much I can do. One thing I know once the proposal is done, I will be presenting it in a seminar hopefully in September. Finger crossed. Wish me luck! This year I didn't do fasting for 12 days. That's A LOT. I had my period for the first 4 days of Ramadhan. And I was back in my cycle only 2 weeks after that. It's insane. That has never happened before. Certainly there was something wrong with my period cycle. Maybe, just  maybe, I was having too much stress with all those college tasks (research proposal, pembicaraan OTK , dealing with crazy partners, preparing for final exam, ...

January has been BEAUTIFUL.  It's a big contrast from last January where I stressed out and depressed haha. I can laugh it off now. Those things that happened last year, didn't happen anymore now. Yea I learned from my mistakes. What a difference a year can make :) The opening month, for a couple of weeks, I still had my final exam for 5th semester. The rest of the month I spent home by meeting up with my favorite people and watching my absolute idol, Roger Federer, fought his way off of the 2017 Australian Open and witnessing him winning his 18th Slam! Who could've thought?! What a great great start to the year! 💗 My favorite people 💖 Having lunch, exchanging stories, gossiping. yea we're obsessed with this app I also celebrated SGC's 2 years anniversary on January. The anniversary itself was in October, but we just got the time to actually celebrate on January so yeah. How we celebrate was the usual thing, you know, gathering, play...

Cilegon udah beberapa hari ini hujan terus. Gak kayak Cilegon biasanya yang cerah dan cenderung panas terik. Merindukan kehadiran matahari banget sih ini :( Here are some things that happened in my layf recently: 1. Video call sama Galih Jadi temen kampus gue, Galih, lagi ikut program student exchange ke KorSel. Terus beberapa hari yang lalu gue sama Yani, Maissy video call-an sama Galih bermodal wifi.id yang lagi ngebut ^^ ini bukan video call yang pertama, tapi ini video call pertama yang gak macet-macet wkwkwk you know, koneksi internet disini yang gak pernah stabil. Di Galih mah lancar jaya wk. Oh iya waktu itu Galih pernah bilang dia liat ada mobil EXO masuk kampus dia. YHAWLA W DENGERNYA HISTERIS. Jarak Galih dan Sehun begitu dekat gue iri T.T Puaslaa sejam video call-an ^^V 2. Re-watch Kuroko's Basketball Gue bener-bener nonton ulang setiap episodenya gak ada yang dilongkap dan gak ada yang dicepetin. Gue nonton lagi seolah gue baru nonton untuk ya...

January has been really tough for me. I spent most of my days mostly in tears. Well no one saw me really cried, but I did. Deep down inside I was miserable, broken-hearted, depressed, angry, sad and disappointed. Yes, I was disappointed at myself. I really was.  You know what is the worst feeling ever? No, it's not when your cat dies or when some guy breaks your heart. It's when you know you could do so much better, but you didn't. And now you gotta take any consequences that comes along with it. That hurts. That will disappoint you. Big time. I feel so stupid not to give my best when I know I could. This is the first time ever that I feel SO disappointed at myself it hurts. I spent the next days regretting all mistakes I did, until one afternoon I read this interview: “I made a lot of mistakes,  I wish I could have maybe been tougher when I was younger in practice, but I guess that's just how it needed to be.  It needed to be genius or horrible. I needed to...

It's time for a little roundup on what's been happening in ma layf lately. UTS sudah selesai! YEAY! Uts kemaren alhamdulillah secara garis besar lancar. Walaupun ada aja beberapa mata kuliah yang gue khawatirkan tidak sampai di titik aman. Tapi yah seenggaknya semua udah lewat. Yang lalu biarlah berlalu. Tingkatin lagi aja di UAS. Semangat! I'm home! This is probably the most exciting thing that has been happening in ma layf lately, because I spent 3 days and 3 nights at home. That's a lot :) sebenernya agak sedih juga soalnya tepat di hari terakhir UTS, SGC14 ngadain liburan angkatan nginep semalem di Anyer. Gue gak ikut deh karena harus pulang. Abis gak tega sama Cubits. Sejak gue bilang gue pulang abis uts, Cubits nanyain terus "Unis jadi pulang gak? Kita jadi nonton gak?" gitu. Lha hatiku meleleh dinanti adik pulang. Jadi pilih pulang deh. But our next mini-vacation, for sure, count me in :D Gue menghabiskan long weekend di rumah dengan re-wat...